At some point in our journey as women we realize that there are two roads when it comes to intimate relationships. There is the road of stagnation and a closed heart and mind or there is the road of personal growth, vulnerability and an open heart. At some point when you are tired of the drama you will be confronted with this choice. About 3 years ago I found myself at this crossroad. I was at a point in my life where I was suffering deeply and tired of bad relationships. It was then that I realized I played a bigger role then I thought in why my relationships always broke down. This is when I decided to choose my road. I chose love not fear. I chose a better life for myself and my daughter. I read and watched everything all reputable relationship coaches and spiritual teachers had to say on healing and intimacy. Armed with this knowledge and the will to experience something good and real, I took the risk and changed my negative behaviors and patterns.  I soon became a master at creating what is now the most beautiful and fulfilling relationship I could ever dream of with a very successful, handsome and wonderful man “El Guapo.” The article below helped me when I first started my journey. It is information that can be found in Relationship coach, Christian Carter’s e-book “Catch Him and Keep Him.” 

I read a quote the other day that resonated deeply with me and I wanted to share it with you all. 

I have a new love and his name is David Deida. He is an author and lecturer speaking about topics such as Masculine and Feminine energies between men and women. He also writes/speaks about sexual polarity attraction. This is a fascinating topic if you are having a difficult time in your intimate life. So you may be wondering why do I love this author/lecturer? I love him because he feels a man is at his best when he is cherishing a woman he loves and living life fearlessly with an open heart. He also says that a man must pursue his passions and obtain his set goals or he will feel inadequate and empty and not have the energies available to navigate the world of feminine mysteries. Its deep stuff, but enlightening. I especially like what he says about masculine and feminine energies complimenting each other and creating lust and attraction. I noticed in my own life his theories to be 100% true.  

I think one of the biggest turning points for me was when I started to study the male perspective on relationships and love. I had never put much thought into what a man thought about relationships because I was always so concerned only with what I desperately needed as a woman. If you are serious about changing your relationship dynamics then I highly suggest you check out some of the great male relationship coaches and authors. If you are like me once you read their work you might be a bit embarrassed by your past behaviors. My top 4 male coaches/authors are Christian Carter, John Gray, Mat Boggs and David Deida. Explore their work and you will have many aha moments! I have posted a blog below by Mat Boggs. He has an incredible e-book entitled “Cracking the Man Code.”

I am a student of the Course in Miracles which is a self-study spiritual thought system. It is my anchor in a world that has lost it’s way. It is also my primary tool in maintaining my beautiful relationship with “El Guapo.”  Since I can remember I have been tortured endlessly by the emotional pain in relationships.  It was not until a few  years ago I said to myself “There must be another way.” This is when I began to see that the turbulence I experienced in  relationships was really about the turbulence that existed inside myself. I just brought this drama to each new man. In order to grow and heal I realized I needed to find something greater then myself to put my faith into. This new relationship with my higher power was the healing I needed and the missing piece to help me navigate my relationships and emotional pain. It does not matter what your belief is (God/Universe/Jesus/Allah/Buddha), it only matters that you be connected to something deeper then another person. This will create the foundation you need to cultivate real intimacy and love because you will not depend on another person to heal you. You will not need to control and demand that your beloved be and do a certain thing so you will feel love. You will already have love from your relationship to the divine. This will make you less needy, controlling and angry.  A man is very attracted to a woman whose primary connection is to something bigger then him. He senses that you are a woman that will bring peace and love to the relationship. This makes a man want to step up and cherish and give to a woman.  Find this strength in any way that feels right to you and enchanted love will find you. See author, Marianne Williamson’s prayer below from her book, Enchanted Love. 

This posting is a little different in that it was created by a guest blogger. I would like to introduce a wonderful woman and amazing Goddess, Kayla. See her wonderful insights below.

Relationships are messy. They are not meant to make you happy and if you are looking to live happily ever after you are in for a rude awakening. In order to be successful in a relationship you must re-frame your perspective about what purpose they serve. Relationships exist to trigger the unhealed places inside you so you can become aware of them and feel the pain and let it go for good. With that said, check out the wonderful tools Rori Raye offers below to help you navigate this process.

Here is the final thing a real man wants in a woman according to relationship guru, Christian Carter – A real man wants a woman he is intensely attracted to. This is in the beginning of the relationship and continues on through a long-term relationship and marriage. The thing about attraction is that it is really hard to  be attracted to a hurt, angry and resentful woman. This is where most relationships start to fail. The path looks like this – Men do something we do not like. We do not know how to express or process our feelings. We shove our feelings down and become withdrawn and resentful. Our hearts close and our vibe screams “Don’t touch me!” This is not very attractive. So in the beginning of a relationship just take it easy and go with the flow. In a long term relationship learn to deal with your unresolved past emotions so they don’t resurface in the relationship and make you close your heart. A man needs a woman’s open heart to connect to. Then he can stay your prince and not turn into a frog. See below. 

Here is #3  from the article “4 Things Every Man Wants in a Woman.” This one is the most difficult for sure. I use to struggle with the idea of emotional maturity. What does it really mean? Does it mean you learn to stuff your emotions down and never fly off the handle? Does it mean you become an ice queen and never be affected by anything your man does? Well, slowly I began to read various teachings by Spiritual teachers and Relationship coaches and I learned that emotional maturity means you do feel deeply, it’s just that you can manage the intensity of your emotions. You manage the intensity of your negative emotions so well that when you are triggered you do not take it out on the person in front of you. Emotional maturity means you have enough knowledge about yourself that you know when you are being triggered by what your man says or does. This deep knowledge allows you to be calm and process your feelings either alone or softly with him. This path is not easy, but if you master it, it will lead you to the land of sweet romance and lasting love.  If you learn to manage your emotions like this, your man will think you are an amazing Goddess. He will make an effort to be with you because he knows you are rare and different from the rest of the women around. I told a client today, “Do not try to ignore your feelings. A man loves an emotionally messy woman, as long as she does not take it out on him.” 

In honor of my continued love for Christian Carter’s work I am posting an excerpt below from his “4 Things Every Man Wants in a Woman.” Of all the Goddess practices this one is my favorite.  As soon as I began to see how much I depended on a man and a relationship for my good feelings I began to make changes.  Things I did included nurturing relationships with friends, family and engaging in activities, passions and hobbies that made me happy. The truth is a good man wants a woman who has a life outside of him that is meaningful and brings her happiness. This triggers something inside of him that drives him wild.  When he knows in his gut that you do not depend on him to feel good it generates an intense attraction and this in turn keeps him sending his love and energy your way.