Feminine PleasuresLove this quote by David Deida. Check out his books and audio lectures. Much Love, 

 Hello,I can never get enough wisdom from Relationship Coach, Rori Raye. This article popped up in my inbox and I love it! These are the steps I followed when my man would not commit (after 3 years) and now I am 15 days away from my wedding. If you are in a similar situation please take time to read this article. Things can change if you change. 

After many failed relationships, I realized that there were some reoccurring experiences that I kept having with each man. It was always the same story of me experiencing abandonment and rejection. I began to wonder if this was a coincidence or if these feelings were already inside of me before I met a new man. I began to think maybe it did not matter who I was with, maybe I would find a way for these feelings to surface no matter who my boyfriend/husband was or what they did. I became sick and tired of this same old love and decided to dig deep and figure things out. As it turns out, I slowly and painfully learned it was not the men that did horrible things to me. It was the perception I held and attributed to their actions and words that kept me experiencing the same feelings over and over. It was as if these feelings wanted to get out and be free, yet blame and anger toward my man kept them stuck and looping creating the same drama. With new awareness, I began to use my relationship as an opportunity to see how I projected my pain onto my man.  It was not until I stopped focusing on the man and started to become aware of these feelings and actually feel them that things changed. This is when the magic began to happen. My relationship completely transformed and I became aware of my patterns. They still lived in me, but they did not control me anymore. See below article from Katie and Gay Hendricks that speaks to this exact phenomena  call “projecting.” 

 Hello Wonderful Blog Readers,It’s been awhile since I have written a post because I am deep into wedding planning and life. The big day is September 30th and I am so  excited! I promise to post a pic. With that said it is very interesting what dynamics are coming up in my relationship these last few months. If I had to sum it up I would say the issues are about power/control and communication. Yikes! Those are big concepts. I am reminded again lately that relationships do not exist to make you happy (although they have that effect if done right), they are meant to make you grow. This means that the personal work/healing never ends. It just gets more manageable. Last night my fiancee, El Guapo, said to me with a bit of frustration in his voice, “Why can’t  you just tell me directly what you want?” “Why do you have to play games and make me work so hard to figure out what you want?”  I was dumbfounded and a bit embarrassed to tell you the truth. How had I taken so many steps backward with my communication skills? I took a deep breathe and knew in that moment I had a choice. I could go into defensive mode and rail against him all the things he does wrong or I could do a little introspection and voice my feelings. The Goddess in me knew what to do immediately.  So I said “I did not realize I was not communicating my needs I apologize.”  Then I proceeded to tell him what I preferred in this particular situation. I saw his face melt and all the tension between us disappeared. I really was wrong. I had brought up an issue expecting him to figure out what to do to make me happy. The problem is I did not tell him what I wanted. That’s a mindfuc* if I have ever seen one (sorry for the potty mouth)! So the night turned out dramatically different. I could have argued my points with him and kept him up for hours, but I chose the more loving path. Not just loving to him, but loving to my mind and soul. Now don’t get me wrong if I did not feel like I was wrong I would not apologize, instead I would just state my feelings and have those feelings cherished by him.  Yet, how many times as women do we get defensive, argue and attack when really we should humble down and look at what our men are telling us and self-reflect a little.  

I told a client today that being a feminine woman may look to others like you are a meek woman, saying yes to whatever your man wants or being okay with all his bad boy behavior, but in fact it is the opposite. Being a real feminine woman takes fierce strength. It take a tremendous amount of willpower and discipline to love with an open heart and learn to express your feelings in a non-threatening way. A feminine woman may seem weak, but she knows exactly what she wants and she knows inside what she will accept. The secret to being a Goddess is that you know the key to a man’s heart is showing him your vulnerability – That my dear friends is not for the weak! Any woman can close her heart and blame and attack her man day in and day out. It is easy to live behind a fortress and point a finger.  A feminine Goddess knows how to manage her emotional triggers and focus on her man’s goodness. She knows the importance of showing respect for a man’s masculine energies and she uses the power of her love to transform him into her knight in shining armor. This is the alchemy of feminine energy.  See the list below I made while thinking about how to coach my clients.

Hello Wonderful Blog Readers,Today I am posting an article about men withdrawing. This is my weak spot as it is for many of you. In all my studies on men and women in relationships the advice is always the same – when a man withdraws just relax and stay grounded and don’t freak out. You are suppose to give him space so he will return on his own. Now that does not mean you have to be treated poorly, but you do have to give  your man space. Why this is so darn difficult…. I don’t know. I understand it can be difficult in a rocky relationship, but my experience is that it is difficult even in the most secure of relationships. When your man needs a little space is a time when you really learn how much you have grown. You reaction means everything in these moments. I learned this lesson again this weekend. This weekend I learned that I am way too dependent on my man’s energy. This realization knocked me on my as*! Now it’s time to gather myself together and remember that my security and sense of fulfillment first comes from my relationship to myself and my higher power (Spirit, God, Universe etc.)  Knowing this is the most important thing a woman can do for her relationship. It is never about what he is/ or is not doing. It is always about how connected you are to yourself and your ability to feel okay without needing him to make you feel okay. Too often us women think it is our man’s job to make us feel loved and whole 100% of the time. That is the biggest trap we can get ourselves into. With this said, I am dusting myself off, congratulating myself for not creating too much drama, and centering myself again so I can be a wonderful partner and beautiful goddess. Growth is never-ending ladies and sometimes it feels yucky! Yet, a real Goddess never gives up. She goes within and becomes stronger. I found a good article to remind us of all of this on a website called www.elephantjournal.com. See below. 

If you have not tried Rori Raye’s “Modern Siren” program I would definitely think about purchasing it soon. It’s spot on when it comes to teaching a woman how to be a Goddess. Check it out on her website-  www.havetherelationshipyouwant.com.  She highlights the most important aspect of true intimacy – heart to heart connection. At the end of the day a man is drawn to your emotional energy. The way you make him feel is everything. You must open your heart and draw him in. This is important especially when things get rocky. Instead of turning against him, you open your heart and share what you feel in a non- threatening way. Remember the most difficult thing in Goddess training is to keep your heart open when you feel pain. Yet, this is the road to real and authentic connection. This is what will set you apart from other women he has dated. If you were wondering why I post Rori Raye’s work so often it is because I would not be in this wonderful relationship and place in my life (my wedding is only 4 months away) if it was not for her work and of course a few other great coaches. See her article below.

I usually do not post a blog more then 1x per week, but since this is February, the month of LOVE, I feel like all you wonderful ladies could use another great article about attracting a romantic, masculine man that will cherish your feelings and make you his priority. Below I have posted an article by the great Relationship Coach, Kristina Marchant. If you have not read her e-book “Red Rose Woman,” I highly suggest you purchase it. It is AMAZING! Studying this e-book and putting Kristina’s principals into practice is one of the main reasons that my fiancee, “El Guapo” can’t get enough of me even though we have been together 5 years. Here is a link to the e-book –  http://www.connectwithhisheart.com/red-rose-woman/

Hello Wonderful Readers,My blog posts are going to be far and few between for the next 6 months due to wedding planning!!!! I never thought I’d get here, but with lots of determination to heal, change in thinking and tons of discipline I will be marrying the love of my life and the hottest most masculine man in the world! Well, at least I think so. With that said, I have decided to share a bit of work by a Relationship Coach/Author that changed my world – Dr. Pat Allen. She is the author of several great books and has a weekly online radio show on L.A. Talk Radio. The excerpt below is from her book, “Staying Married and Loving It – How to get what you want from your man with out asking.” See below. 

I love, love, love this blog post by relationship coach, Rori Raye. She talks about girl and boy energy and how men are drawn to a women who can relax and create space for a man to use his boy energy and pursue her (dating or married). I use these techniques everyday in my heavenly relationship with my amazing fiancee “El Guapo” and it works miracles. If you are troubled with a man that is distancing himself from you read this blog below. 

Often times, I wonder why my most popular blog post is on the concept of “Leaning Back.” I would like to think this is because somewhere deep inside our womanly hearts, we know that it is not our job to chase men. I think all women know we were meant to be vulnerable, openhearted, and strong inside so that we can be patient enough to allow a man to pursue us.